Autumn's diatribe of nonsense
One pane of glass in the window,
No one is complaining, no, come in and shut the door,
Faded is the crimson from the ribbons that she wore,
And it's strange how no one comes round any more.
Must've been the roses - Grateful Dead
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Hi, my loves!
Posted:Aug 15, 2018 11:28 am
Last Updated:Sep 21, 2018 2:40 pm

I just reached week #6 on feminizing hormones. It's too early for any signs but, I have never felt more whole. Meaning closer to one whole person instead of being a girly girl on the inside while male on the outside. I was raised around those who would find any sign of femininity in you beat you down. Hiding it, especially while in the military for 12 years, was the hardest shit i've ever had to do. And my life has been a story that would make even Stephen King say "Jesus F'n Christ, man!"

on my way.


My Kush keeps goin' out. Gotta quit typing.
This is for all of you wonderful people
Posted:Jul 21, 2018 10:12 am
Last Updated:Jul 22, 2018 3:44 am

"No clouds in my stones
Let it rain; I hydroplane into fame
Comin' down at the Dow Jones
When the clouds come, we gone
We Rocafella
We fly higher than weather
In G5's or better
You know me
In anticipation for precipitation stack chips for the rainy day
Rain man is back with little Ms. Sunshine
Rihanna, where you at?
You have my heart, and we'll never be worlds apart
Maybe in magazines, but you'll still be my star
Baby, 'cause in the dark
You can't see shiny cars
And that's when you need me there
With you I'll always share
When the sun shines, we shine together
Told you I'll be here forever
Said I'll always be your friend
Took an oath that I'm a stick it out till the end
Now that it's raining more than ever
Know that we still have each other
You can stand under my umbrella
You can stand under my umbrella, ella, ella, eh, eh, eh
Under my umbrella, ella, ella, eh, eh, eh
Under my umbrella, ella, ella, eh, eh, eh
Under my umbrella, ella, ella, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh
These fancy things will never come in between
You're part of my entity, here for infinity
When the world has took its part
When the world has dealt its cards
If the hand is hard, together we'll mend your heart
You can run into my arms
It's okay, don't be alarmed
(Come into me)
(There's no distance in between our love)
So I'm gonna let the rain pour
I'll be all you need and more
It's raining, raining
Ooh, baby, it's raining, raining
Baby, come into me
Come into me
It's raining, raining
Ooh, baby, it's raining, raining
You can always come into me
Come into me
It's pouring rain
It's pouring rain
Come into me
Come into me
It's pouring rain
It's pouring rain"Rihanna
Loneliness of the transsexual heart
Posted:Jun 30, 2018 7:37 pm
Last Updated:Jul 1, 2018 8:05 pm
Hi, all! I want to take the time to thank all the friends I have made here and the great peeps I have chatted with. I look forward to many more. The response to my pics, which I was so sure would be to laugh and ridicule, helped my gender dysphoria immensely.

As I sit here typing, I have the place to myself for the night. When things slow down and there is silence to be filled with neurotic thoughts, I realize that one of my biggest fears of transitioning fully was that I may never fall in love again. I have no doubt I will meet someone. I am just easing my heart by expressing my lonely feelings on page. Whether these words are ever read or not, I do feel less alone.

Thank you all.

p.s. Some of you have been a tad lax on the class. Please dial it back with the name calling and slut comments, until you introduce yourself.
Godspeed Pam
Posted:May 8, 2018 9:46 pm
Last Updated:Jun 23, 2018 6:04 pm
Pam Warren, the DJ known as Pam the Funkstress in the Oakland hip-hop duo the Coup, died Friday at the age of 51. Warren also served as Prince's personal DJ during the final months of the music legend's life.
Love Child - The one and only Diana Ross
Posted:May 8, 2018 7:29 am
Last Updated:Jun 1, 2018 6:13 pm
You think that I don't feel love,
What I feel for you is real love.
In other's eyes I see reflected a hurt, orned, rejected.
Love Child, never meant to be,
Love Child, born in poverty,
Love Child, never meant to be,
Love Child, take a look at me.
I started my life in an old, cold, rundown tenement slum.
My father left, he never even married Mom.
I shared the guilt my mama knew,
So afraid that others knew I had no name.
This love we're contemplating, is worth the pain of waiting.
We'll only end up hating the child we may be creating.
Love Child, never meant to be,
Love Child, by society,
Love Child, never meant to be,
Love Child, diff'rent from the rest.
Hold on, Whoa.
I started hool in a worn, torn, dress that somebody threw out.
I knew the way it was to always live in doubt,
To be without the simple things,
So afraid my friends could see the guilt in me.
Don't think I don't need you,
Don't think I don't want to please you.
No child of mine'll be bearing the name of shame I've been wearin'.
Love Child, never quite as good,
(I'll always love you.)
Love Child, misunderstood.
(I'll always love you.)
Love Child, never quite as good,
(I'll always love you.)
Love Child, misunderstood.
(I'll always love you.)

Not Bling Owner
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BARCELONA deep house session FEBRUARY 2018
Posted:May 7, 2018 5:26 pm
Last Updated:Sep 21, 2018 2:40 pm
"Alone" by Deeperise

This bitch wants to dance. With someone other than my shadow. I will still dance my Femboy ass off to some deep house.

This DJ is beautiful and sick wif da' beatz.
Posted:May 7, 2018 7:40 am
Last Updated:Sep 21, 2018 2:40 pm

Bad Love

Oh what a feeling I get when I'm with you
You take my heart into everything you do
And it makes me sad for the lonely people
I walked that road for so long
Now I know that I'm one of the lucky people
Your love is making me strong
I've had enough bad love
I need something I can be proud of
I've had enough bad love
No more bad love
And now I see that my life has been so blue
With all the heartaches I had till I met you
But I'm glad to say now that's all behind me
With you here by my side
And there's no more memories to remind me
Your love will keep me aliv
Sexiest Hip Hop artist around?
Posted:May 6, 2018 5:01 pm
Last Updated:May 6, 2018 5:16 pm
TechNine, in my eyes, has to be the finest man spittin' rhymes today.

"Together we are, a powerful force, as one, mind, body and soul
Let no evil enter nor attempt to reduce us because of the beliefs we hold
And with this love, combined with our strength, we ward off pain and stress
Technician I am, whole heartedly, in life and in death" Tech9

Technician till I Die,

From my Irish heart to all of you
Posted:May 6, 2018 4:41 pm
Last Updated:May 6, 2018 4:42 pm
"May the road rise up to meet you.
May the wind be always at your back.
May the sun shine warm upon your face;
the rains fall soft upon your fields
and until we meet again,
may the goddess hold you in the palm of Her hand."

Old Irish Blessing

St. Stephen
Posted:May 6, 2018 11:14 am
Last Updated:Sep 21, 2018 2:40 pm
Ron "Pigpen" McKernan. Ronald Charles McKernan (September 8, 1945 – March 8, 1973)

"Saint Stephen with a rose
In and out of the garden he goes
Country garden in the wind and the rain
Wherever he goes the people all complain
Stephen prospered in his time
Well, he may and he may decline
Did it matter, does it now?
Stephen would answer if he only knew how
Wishing well with a golden bell
Bucket hangin' clear to Hell
Hell halfway twixt now and then
Stephen fill it up and lower down and lower down again
Lady finger, dipped in moonlight
Writing, "What for?", across the morning sky
Sunlight splatters, dawn with answer
Darkness shrugs and bids the day goodbye
Speeding arrow, sharp and narrow
What a lot of fleeting matters you have spurned
Several seasons with their treasons
Wrap the babe in scarlet colors, call it your own
Did he doubt or did he try?
Answers aplenty in the bye and bye
Talk about your plenty and talk about your ills
One man gathers what another man spills
Saint Stephen will remain
All he lost he shall regain
Seashore washed by the suds and foam
Been here so long, he's got to callin' it home
Fortune comes a crawlin', calliope woman
Spinnin' that curious sense of your own
Can you answer? Yes, I can
What would be the answer to the answer man?
High green chilly winds and windy
Vines and loops around the twining
Shafts of lavender, they're crawling to the sun
Wonder who will water all the children of the garden
When they sigh about the barren lack of rain and troop so hungry 'neath the sky, ay
Underfoot the ground is patched
With climbing arms of ivy wrapped around
The Manzanita, dark and shiny in the breeze
William Tell has stretched the bow
Till it won't stretch no furthermore
And all that they require in change
That hasn't gone before"

St. Stephen
Match made in Heaven
Posted:May 6, 2018 10:50 am
Last Updated:Sep 21, 2018 2:40 pm
Love these two. Watching them perform, seeing them smile back and forth at one another as they solo back and forth. Makes me smile and gives me goosebumps.

Sorry if this annoy's anyone.

Eternal love,
Autumn Luna
I'm a proud Fem Bottom
Posted:May 6, 2018 9:51 am
Last Updated:Sep 21, 2018 2:40 pm
Love this!
The Allman Brothers Band - Full Concert - 09/23/70 - Fillmore East
Posted:May 5, 2018 8:26 pm
Last Updated:Sep 21, 2018 2:40 pm

here is the link. Greg and Duane look like babies. So damn cute! Miss you all!

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